You should never reveal anything, right? ShhhhT

Ok here it goes....

About 11 years ago I had experienced demonic possession in a close friend and my cousin. They were both rebellious, and had engaged in sex and drinking during their teenage years...more so my cousin than my close friend. On night, my cousin (as a habit) cursed at her mom, and my aunt then got into her car to drove away. My close friend, having been neglected by her mother, became furious with my cousin because of her behavior towards her mother. They started arguing until suddenly my friend poked a greenish substance. This freaked me and my cousin out. Around the same time my aunt came back (she said her car stereo had a Christian station on when she turned on her car...she's Christian by the way) just in time to get a hold of my close friend who was speaking strange utterances and with a different voice. My aunt quickly got on top of my friend. The entity who had possessed her told my aunt in our language that my cousin was his and called my aunt a whore, repeadly over and over. My aunt told me to hold her legs, and my friend called my name in her voice, and told me to help her. My aunt told me to look away, and I obeyed. My cousin meanwhile went to look for the pastor who live in the next block. When they came I rushed to the front door that had a gated porch to let them in. However something took over me, and I told them to go away that something bad was going on, and felt on the floor terrified, unable to move. The pastor did an exorcism on my close friend, and things seemed ok. However....

it got a hold of my cousin on her way to stay with her friend down the street since she did not want to stay at her mom's house. It banged my cousin's body against the floor for 10 min while saying things I could not understand. I hugged my aunt, and then a neighbor gave me some water with salt and sugar to calm my nerves. This lasted from midnight until 5 in the morning with possessions taking over again after exorcisms.

Another one...

It happened at my aunt's place since I was staying with her for the summer. I cannot recall if it was around the same time the other episode took place. Anyways, I remember feeling this poking inside my head, and something calling me. The poking was really painful. Then, I found myself awake, and trying to get up, but I couldn't. I struggled, but I could not get a hold of my body. My legs, arms, voice, my whole body was not responding, just my head. It was like I was in those mirrored rooms looking out, just being part of the audience. This lasted for sometime, and then I felt asleep. When I told my aunt she said it could have been a demon or some entity.

I don't have any evocation/invocation experiences to relate since I haven't done any as of yet. However, when I first purchased my tarot deck, I started playing with them in my bedroom at my mother's. When I was trying to go through the reading, I heard someone say something, but could not make out what it said. And once, in that same room, I woke up by hearing noises and feeling uneasy. Then, I started to feel anger, negative emotions etc. until I got rid of that on my own within a few minutes. I remember my aunt's exorcism words, and repeated them with a strong will over the entity reflecting those thoughts into me.

hmm , heres what ive experienced, ( in no particular order)
WHile in the Metro in D.C. ive watched a man get shot in the chest and walk away, the young men that shot him were arguing about whther he was a dead or not, as in the walking dead, one pulled a gun and shot him three time in the back and chest, another time, In MD, i was walking through a VERY foggy park, ( where i knew i really didn belong and at first i thought it would be a thrill, but then it just went from being cool to downright freakin scary as hell) i stopped behind a tree to take a whiz and heard someon shuffling up the sidewalk, i couldnt see a damn thing , so i waited and this guy looking like he just dragged himself out of a river was walking through the fog towards me, and i SWEAR this thing was dead, long dead, it didnt breathe, it looked like its skin was soggy, i held my breath and hidn like a little bitch behind the tree not having ANY idea what the hell i would do if it saw me, but probably would have run like hell in ANY direction to get away from it.
ANother time, ( again, on the Metro in D.C.) i saw this old woman sitting quietly not doing anything and my vision shifted and i saw her and others doing the same things as before but the woman was now a huge blob of pink flesh just soaking up the energy of everything around her and others were doing weird freakish things i cant remember(i shook my head and tried to get my vision back to normal, it was doing this for a long time and was really getting out of control by this point)
Ive seen people ( with witnesses) move things telekinetically, ive seen what i call "critters" in graveyards, they feed on the still living energy of the freshly dead and move around tearing the ghosts apart to better feed on them as a group, its disgusting, they want to feed on the living but you can tell they are intimidated by us. This is in Florida btw.
Ive spoklen to the dead, and been given inforamtion that could not have been from any other source, told secrets to confirm that its reall cuyz, lets face it, its weird, i reallyt didnt beleive it myself till i had proof, i found things i could not have possibly konwn were there unless it was from the dead guy that put it there.
ive seen and done a lot of this stuff, its ben with me more or less my whole life, from puberty anyway.
SUrely there is SOMEONE out there thats not just talking smack and telling me about " this one time my roommates friend, cuousins sisters bf saw something REALLY weird" i am SO sick of that crap.
ANyone else like me out there?
ANYONE?